The End

Dude I tried to find quality vines about birds and this came up I don't really understand vine. I just wanted birds.  WHy is this strange man wearing a tie, birds don't wear ties.  Is he going to the seed exchange to trade seeds at Cage Street or something!!! EXPLAIN, OOD BLAHAHAHAHAHAHA (it makes sense in my head)

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This show has just ended... I don't know why they didn't end it when Edd died(March 25th, 2012). That was practically 4 years ago. However they had their hearts in the right place.  Ever since that happened TomSka, one of the main characters has been really depressed.  I lost interest in him because of that.  I mean I am already sad enough I won't let you make me sadder.  Which makes me think about a lot of things.  Maybe people don't hang around me because I am sad a lot.  Hm, probably but how will I be happier if no likes me.  Its confusing but your not my therapist okay bye.  I have been watching this show since I was in Middle School, so it is a big part of my childhood.  I remember watching it with my friends at the library.  Yeah the library we were cool.  We would go in the woods behind the library and look for hobos, like I said we were way cool.  Wait one time all my friends went into the woods without me, I wonder what they were doing in there?  Haha I probably know.  Also in this show I was watching today this woman killed her husband over something trivial and just went to sleep.  How messed up can you be to do something like that for something so small?   I just don't know, sometimes in the moment we do things that are really stupid.  I believe that we should evaluate our situation with logic and not emotion.  I tend to use emotion over logic, but I don't think I would kill anyone over a small thing.  My favorite eddisode of Eddsworld is 25 feet under the seat, if you want to look that up go ahead.  I just really like the song in the credits, I used to sing it to embarrass my mom at the store.   If you ever make me do something I don't want to do I will embarrass you so ya know. The names spell Jam Bks..  So like Jam Bakes hahah I also saw this Bernie Sanders skateboard in my class I was staring into his eyes, until some rude dude came and took him away!!   I was having a moment with Bernie sanders thank you sir.  Well he had pizza so I forgive him for his transgressions!

Can someone explain to me why the embed doesn't work if you know for any reason?

* I tried to find a quote from Source Code but I couldn't so I'll add this short little scene.  There is this System of a Down song that I have always hated, and because the song is in Secret Life of Pets I had to look up the lyrics.  They are saying Pogo and not some obscenity I thought they where saying which starts with a M and ends with an R.  I don't want to say what it is but you can guess if you want.  I am not sure if I will ever like that song again, but you don't realize I have been listening to SOAD since I was a child so this is shocking to me.  WHAT They are saying POGO how have I never noticed that before?? I have always told people I hated that song and they would just give me weird looks, granted I never told them why I hated it.  

I found a bird life is good now.

Where Pears come from

Watch this and you can see where my blog Description actually came from.  It wasn't completely random, a really round about way saying that I like Doctor Who. I just couldn't remember how the line it went. It's Tenent, there has been Smith and Capaldi okay it's been awhile since he has been the doctor.  To me Eccelston was the crazy uncle, Tennet was the boyfriend, Smith was your childhood friend, and Capaldi was, well I haven't finished his arc yet I am behind in the Doctor who franchise.  There is going to be a new doctor before I know it.   I don't want to watch it illegally, but I don't know where to find it.  Does anyone know where to find it.  I found out that I had strep throat yesterday, which I have never had.  I don't know how often I have mentioned Doctor Who on this blog, but the show is amazing.  Being sick makes you think about a lot of things.  Which is good for me because right now is a big step in my life.  Cause I am graduating college, or am I? I hope that you people are having a great day and that everything can go the way that you want it to. What Doctor Who isn't on Netflix anymore?  What will I watch now?  Hm, my little pony will do...  Or Sherlock I guess, but you can only watch that show so many times before you know everything and found all the easter eggs.  I included a selfie of me, yay I am sick.  

Hot Dogs?

Can someone please tell me what the bologna this picture is about?  It was related to Pi Day?  It formatted weird so I just set it to be its original size.

Blarghhh

 Today I was really sick, I only went to church and laid in bed all day.  I tried to watch this show, it was pretty interesting but also weird at the same time...

3 Minutes!!

my fruit snack cutout

Okay so today I do stuff and now i am watching hunger games and it is amazing!! Okay now that the rush to get this done so that I can maintain my daily blogger title.  Actually I never gave myself that title I just decided to do it... I was planning on going to Idaho Falls today, why because I have a car and no one is stopping me. I invited a couple people, so they came over and left like 2 minutes later.  However that looked at me through a window and wiggled their eyebrows...great.  I was still laughing about that hours later.  I ended up going to Walmart because walmart.  I went with someone and I didn't go alone, YES!  I got Zootopia fruit snacks and cut out the characters and then hung them on my wall.  Hehe why because I can. I am adult thanks for asking.    Today was a good day i hope I can have more good days.  My tutor was really helpful, but apparently I didn't tell him that we can use the Stl Maps, but I remember telling him that I could.  He just wasn't listening to meh...

Does it GROW?

So today I did a lot of stuff and was busy all day.  Than I took a nap and it was 11 pm I think I will go to bed and take my test in the morning.  Than I have a tutor appointment at 2-3.  So I will go to take the test after I eat lunch...  This blog is so interesting but I am going to sleep... I hope what I did won't bite me in the butt.... UGH  There is this event I want to go to but I didn't plan well and I am not sure if I will be able to go :(  I have laundry degergent in my bed don't ask why.  THe bottle not the liquid

Trifecta of allergicity

The google search for this...

.... Pizza, btw I am allergic to cheese, wheat and tomatoes.  We need to believe in ourselves, or what else will all that hard work pay off for?  I like this quote I got it from Harry Potter inspirational quote.  I can't remember what book this is from... I'm sorry I haven't read harry Potter in  a few years.  my younger self would slap me right now.  I read a Harry Potter book every month for almost 2 years.  Than it turned to once a year than to not at all.  When I graduate I will read more.  Maybe not Harry Potter, I definitely want to read Lord of the Rings again.  Maybe the Silmarillion??  I tried once but I was in the 8th grade so maybe I will appreciate it more now.  I had to go in the adult section of the library to get it, I felt so rebellious. Hahahaha.  I was way to wild I needed to be stopped.  Vlog I made 3 years ago.  I mentioned this before, I decided to let you see it, consider yourself lucky.  If you don't like space or birbs, I don't think that this blog will be for you.

yoga

What I coloured

Today I did Yoga and it was really interesting.  How we can just control all the muscles in our body at will.  I don't even know how we do that, what is the science behind that.

me, but with birds in the future

 Yesterday we had to run up and down the stairs in the gym.  It was horrible one of my worst fears, I almost fell like 5 times but I didn't luckily.  I feel like I am getting my life a little more together.  I just need to work really hard and not fill my mind with trivial things.  You can get the idea of what trivial things are in my mind, if you have been paying attention to this blog at all.  I don't even know how many people even keep up to date on this blog, but I am writing it for myself and not for other people.  I want to come back after a few years and read this blog to remember what was going through my head at that specific time in history.   I just hope whoever is reading this is having a good life and can be happy for even a little bit out of your horrible day.  If you are having a good day, than good for you dude.  I coloured someone a picture and I am not sure if they will appreciate it but I going to give it to them anyway. I am not completely done with it.

Today is Today// Interstellar spoilers

i feel a little bit better than yesterday.  I really like the word Murph.  I use it as a short way to say if something bad can happen then it will happen.  I think that it is an interesting concept.  We need to be aware that life isn't always going to go the way that we want it to go.  That bad things are going to happen.  I just randomly sent it to people with no explanation.  However I am weird and it probably won't ruin my street cred.  Oh Murph relates to Murphy's Law in case you didn't get that.  I was just thinking about it because I watched Interstellar yesterday and the main character is named Murph.  I feel like that whole movie is about Murphy's law.  Cooper goes into space and his daughter is an old woman when he came back.  What's worse than that.  To be 30 years old and your daughter is 112?  It isn't even about time travel, well not really.  There is also the part with Dr. Man where he hasn't seen a human face in several years.
 He has gone insane because he knew that he never did anything to help anyone.  There was also that part where they said that he brought so many people in the unknown.  That has to be psychology demanding to him.  I remember when I first saw interstellar. It was on the plane home from Japan.   That is when I learned that my cousin committed suicide. So that movie is somewhat special to me because it reminds me of my childhood dream and something really tragic at the same time.  I remember telling my mom that the part where doctor Man blew up the space station was really sad.  My mom said that Dr. Mann was a bad guy and it wasn't sad at all.  I think it was sad because this man was driven to madness, was he really a bad guy.  At one point cooper said that there is a 50/50 chance that you are going to kill yourself, and he said that's the best chance I had in years!  Which I can attest, he could at any point just exposed himself to the toxic atmosphere.  So he still had some sense of survival instinct inside of him and wanted something even if he was stranded.  He said that he only pushed the button to see if anyone would save him and not because the planet was habitable.  Dr. Mann is a very interesting character and I feel like there is a lot more to him there seems to be.
 Whenever I feel like I am getting close to someone I always try to push them away.  I don't really understand why I do it, it explains why I don't really have many friends.  So does anyone know any reason why I might do this?I feel like I made a good friend this semester but I have been trying to push them away absentmindedly, and I don't know why in the slightest.  I am just weird don't judge me.

I went to shutdown my computer but I scrolled over notifications and not Power, needless to say I was confused.  My computer needs to hide while I sleep okay don't judge.

Tuesday is the day that is today oh wait...

This is how I feel

Its okay to dance

It's Monday... I made a oopsie my brain is goop. Oh I has a stephen king, Edgar Allan Poe thought.  WHat if you could see the person that you to be married to.  However the person you see is in the act of a heart attack, ran over by a car, murder.  than you proceed to live your life alone.  I don't really know what else to write in this blog.  SO just chill out okay.  This one is a lot shorter than the others but I don't care.  THE END My mom told me to make these upbeat, so yeah be happy dude.  :3 life is good and all that Jesus loves you!

Sunday funday

Today  i was alive. I am kind of glad i came out of my bubble. I feel like this semester wouldn't be as fun if i haven't.  We played a cool game, watched guy on a buffalo, honey badgers. It was pretty cool. my roommate made a weird sound. I like burning but i don't think my roommate does. Once upon a time comes out today. I don't know what it is about I've only watched a few of them. So i don't know.  These potatoes shrunk. There kiwis.  Than she said i'll go sit on your bed. Oh boy. Someone called me a scamp. There is. Lot of spelling errors in this but who cares.   Kaden
 talked about this movie when he came over to watch a movie.  Eric came over to but he left almost halfway through.  You don't know who these people are most likely.  You probably never will unless you do, than good for you BooBoo.  You do You BOOBOO.  I don't know what Boo Boo means but people kept saying that.   Oh I got confused, I should sleep, I didn't realize that there was more text at the bottom of the post. I ate a potato at 1 am.  You get the same thing twice man.  My breath smells bad, I need to brush my teeth.  I'm confused because I took a shower earlier today but I usually take a shower before I go to sleep.  Should I take another shower.  I wonder if you can die from taking to many showers?? I learned today that you can die if you don't sleep for a long time.  The longest I went without sleep was 2 days.  That was just because I felt like I could do it.  I was bored all I did was watch random movies all night.  I had to stay up all night to take a medical exam.  THan I had to work for 8 hours, even though I asked for that day off 1 month in advance.  Kaden talked about this when he came over to watch a movie.  Than we actually did something that I suggested, which is weird.   No one ever listens to me, weeeell probably because I never talk about anything.  I normally say we should watch batman.  I am trying to be more myself and not talk exclusively like batman anymore. I don't know I don't always make the best choices but each day is a new day and I can always do better tomorrow.  My inspirational quote is from my favorite novel.  Just DUct Tape man, it is amazing I am not sure if I would worship it.  I might if I lived on Mars and haven't talked to anyone in months. I added a picture of someone who is really excited about Kool-aid.  I don't understand why kool aid is so exciting all it is Citric Acid apparently.  I looked up the ingredients because Google exists and I can do whatever I want.  Oh yeah I looked up my blog on my I-pad and that baby in a watermelon was right side up, I don't really understand how that works.  But You Do YOu HTML-oo

Look at that smile ~ / PJ

Very important talent/ Ross

Someone asked me what my celebrity crush was and it is between PJ and Ross O'Donovan. Gifs provided.   They are both artists maybe I have a type of guy that I like haha.  I need to find more artists, I'll just hand out at the art museum in Chicago.  I will take the train all the time now! 

transmigrate

This baby is in a watermelon, I don't necessarily understand how I found this, but look at the baby and be happy darling.   I also don't know why it is sideways, it was right side up in the google search, but it came out sideways for some very very odd reason.  I really want for Netflix to come out with the next Doctor Who season

Nasa's Picture of the Day!

Transmigrate means *of the soul* to be reborn after death in another body. Yeah you learned a new word today!!  I hope that I can do everything that I need to do today, I am watching KickthePJ as I am working on my homework :)  I learned something yesterday night, and it made me really happy.  Even if I am sick right now my spirits are in a high place.  I am just laying in bed working on my homework, there is a stake conference thing tonight maybe I will go and maybe I won't.  This blog is fun to write in but I have to make sure I don't write anything to personal that would come back to bite me in the future.  I changed the name of the blog to birb blog.  I really like that name I think that I will keep it.  I didn't come up with it, someone else told me that name: Thanks if you're reading this :)  I am not a bird, and this blog really has nothing to do with birds.  However I hope to someday have a bird of my very own.  I am not sure what kind of bird I want, I'll do research when the hopes of having a bird are actually probable.  Well I do know that I will adopt a bird instead of buying a bird at a pet store.  Well, if I get any kind of animal I would adopt them instead of getting them at a pet store.  Well except for like worms because I don't want to dig for those, someone else can do that for me.

This isn't me but I wish it was.  I wanna marry a dork who is an awesome artist and be super adorable, talented, and smart!  Also she has a ton of pigeons in her backyard, seriously jealous.  This movie will show you how awesome birds are.  No I will not be doing vlogs, I tried it once and it turned out badly.  Growing up I have had about 5 parakeets and I took care of them.  Only one of them could talk, well just a bit.  I think I heard him say Fred once, or my name a couple times.   This other movie is a bird cafe in Japan.  It looks amazing! I went to Japan and I didn't go there, it makes me mad.  I could have petted the birds and scrith them.  Oh in this movie is her husband so you know.  He isn't just some random guy.  Okay just birds are amazing dude.  one time a bird attacked me and I ran.  My brother laughed at me, and than I think we went to the gas station? I don't remember it was a long time ago.  I think it was a pit stop and there was a replica of a machine gun or something.  I might be mixing it up with something.  Birds are cool because they are just like dinosaurs, they can just fly away from anything.  If there is an explosion they can just fly away and not be affected at all.  I am going to be that old lady that feeds the birds at the park.  I won't be old though I will be in my early twenties.. Yay!  Oh I just realized I am almost in my mid twenties awww I'm old.  There is a movie night for Comic Book Club, I don't think I'll will go but I want to go.  One of my friends might be there!  However I will think that they will be fine if I don't go to that.  Haha

Rap Deity

Sometimes I am in so much pain, that I want to scream.  However, I don't do that because I would be screaming all the time and I be like that one fish, tiger pistol shrimp.  Wait I am a giraffe I can't be a tiger pistol shrimp sorry.   This animal can't make up its mind is it a tiger or a shrimp?  They send out a powerful sonic weapon that creates a violent shock wave and can kill or knock out the fish that are around it.  I am home alone right now, I am working on an assignment.  I feel like my *word redacted* is shining through a lot today.  I feel like it comes and go, I have days that are worse than others.  I need to calm down, I tend to overthink things.   Maybe I'll tell you what that word is if you ask me politely darling.  In the read later, if you don't understand it; it is an equation in pictures: Scary Tractor + Bill Clinton = Super Hot Ball Melting Ice.  I just wanted to add that so you understand it.  I feel like I had an opportunity and I didn't take it.  Big Hero 6 and Finding Nemo both have birds, but Zootopia did not! Their needs to be a sequel for this movie so that they can have birds.  I saw Zootopia again, and by complete chance I got to watch it with someone and they had an extra ticket :D  Which is like the best thing ever, if you haven't seen Zootopia you should totally watch it!  It just so happens that it was the same person that took me to see Antigone if you remember from back last week.  Zootopia is an awesome movie, I think I got my fill of it for a while.

Worst Feeling

The worst feeling is when you're listening to a really good song and then your headphones get ripped out of your ears and you're forced to listen to your own breathing.  Also that moment when you have to pick up your device off the ground.  I added a few pictures because it is really cute.  Today was a good day.  I went to a meeting, which was a really short and I was surprised.  Not a lot of things have changed.  I talked to my teacher.  I sat in the Laundry room for a while so that I could get my laundry done.  I am going to see Zootopia this evening with myself.  Why, because I really want to see it and no one is stopping me from doing it.  I got all my homework done for a while so I can focus on doing my program for my Computer Science class these next 2 days.  I wanted to go to this little booth for Comic Book Club.  By the time I got there they were wrapping it up.  My FHE brother was there and he run up to me to tell me I was late, but I said I was in class. He said it was okay.  I thought that was kind of a funny exchange.  I also saw that girl I talked about yesterday, what are the chances I don't see her all semester but then two days in a row.  I hope Zootopia is a good movie, It looks really cute.  It isn't like me to go to the movies on an impulse, but you only live so long.  I choose that picture randomly but it has me thinking.   I included a picture of a dog afraid of pringle cans.  Sometimes our walls can be that ridiculous.   Look at your life and think about the walls that you have set up without realizing.  Are you afraid of pringles, if you are I think you need to see a therapist.  I am afraid of stairs, however I still use them.  It seems more logical to be afraid of elevators but I don't care.  What is underneath those stairs, how are they being held up?  What if the stairs just capsize.  When I was younger I lived in constant fear that my house would collapse in on itself.  I thought this because one time I was sitting in the kitchen and one of the cabinets just fell apart randomly and all the dishes fell with it and it was really scary.  It was a really random thing to happen.  I say I believe in ghosts, but I actually believe in angels and demons not ghosts like boo~  I saw Zootopia, and it was AMAZING!!!  The art was good (absolutely amazing at certain parts).   The character development was good, and the story was good.  AHHHH it was just so good.  It is up there with Finding Nemo and Big Hero Six with my favorite Disney Movies!

Get to Know Me

Two Posts in One Day, I just wanted to have something so you guys can get to know me.  I just google Get to Know Me questions so here you go!

1. Do you have a middle name?
No, but my niece said it was Biscuithead almost 7 years ago.

2. What was your favourite subject in school?
My favorite subject in school was Biology, and Math.

3. What is your Zodiac sign?
Libra, Air Sign

4. Do you participate in any sports? 
I like to run, but I have a hard time breathing so I don't do it much

5. Favourite Book?
The Martian and The Lord of The Rings: Return of the Kings

6. Favourite Colour?
Ocean Blue, a blue green with a slight silver tint.

7. Favourite Animal?

I love platypuses (this formatted weird :(

8. Favourite perfume?
I don't wear perfume it makes me sick

9. Have you been out of the country?
Yes, I have been to Canada and Japan

10. Do you speak any other Languages?
I can speak a little bit of Japanese and Spanish.  I know a little ASL but nothing professional

11. Do you have any siblings?
Yes I have 3 brothers, 2 sisters, 3 sister in Laws, and 2 brother in laws.  Also I have 16 nieces and nephews.

12. What’s your favourite store?
Thrift Stores, you can find awesome things.

13. Did you like school?
I am in college so it be weird if I didn't

14. Favourite YouTubers?
KickthePj, WheezyWaiter, PewDiePie

15. Favourite Movie(s)?
Source Code, Boy in Striped Pajamas

16. PC or Mac?
PC.

17. What phone do you have?
Iphone 4S, it has Siri but I don't really use Siri

18. How tall are you? 
5'7"

19. What do you order at McDonalds?
Chicken Nuggets

20. What’s one thing most people probably don’t know about you?
That I like to wander through nature and find things that don't belong.  Such as trash or evidence of people being there.

21. One thing you want to do before you die?
Get Married (boring answer).

22. What quote/phrase do you live by? 
Those who wander are not lost.  All that glitters is not Gold. //There's some good in this world and it is worth fighting for.  Two different quotes from Lord of the Rings XD

23. What’s your most listened to song on iTunes? 
I don't have iTunes.  I really like Snowing Season(Yeah) by Brand New and I see everything by La Dispute

23. What kind of style would you define yourself as having?
Me

24. What was the last thing you bought?
Skittles

25. Are you going to nominate anyone to do this tag?

Whoever reads this??

I love it when the corn burns...

I hope this little movie cheers you up, Idk if it inspirational but it has good wisdom in it.

So today I went to Bowling Class, I don't get a very good score, my average was 8 per turn.  I need to step up my bowling game so much.  Than I went to get pizza, but it was closed.  I just walked into the joint and said Give me a pizza!  The guy working said that are closed.  So I just went to broulims and bought skittles.  I did this because I felt like it, I don't make the best choices but who cares.  I went to Econ, Fitness class, and Computer Science.  Econ was interesting, we learned about the real cause of the Great Depression.  Which is the creation of banks.  In Fitness Class we talked about what calorie expenditure.  We did a few equations of how we can calculate how much calories we can take in a single day.  In Computer Science we talked about Binary Search Trees, how we should delete them and the difference between postfix and infix.  I went to comic book club, there seemed to be less people there today than there has been in a while.  However I didn't go to it last week.  Someone in the class is way over the top and he is pretty funny.  I really wanted to talk to someone today but it didn't happen.  I am just really shy, but the opportunity will come up to talk to them I hope to at least.  Mandy is a squirrel.  I wanted to go watch a scary movie, but I am not in the scary movie mode today, I ate too many pizza rolls.  I had a panic attack (a sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety. - checked definition for accuracy) for like 20 minutes today so this blog isn't very eventful.  YAY!!  My feels are all over the place. I met someone I haven't seen in a few years, and when I saw them it like was wait what?  Than after they walked away and I was going home I was like WHAT?! It was plain shock.

Helaman 6:21
 21 But behold, Satan did stir up the hearts of the more part of the Nephites, insomuch that they did unite with those bands of robbers, and did enter into their covenants and their oaths, that they would protect and preserve one another in whatsoever difficult circumstances they should be placed, that they should not suffer for their murders, and their plunderings, and their stealings. 

I like this scripture yeah.  It is randomly picked read it and learn!

Cereal is Inconvenient

 Daily Dose of Inspiration! I didn't add this in the read later because I wanted to have a inspirational thing!
I  want to write these blogs last thing in the day, instead of first thing in the day.  I feel like that will balance out well together.  Well today I went to the animation workshop.  I mainly worked on a program for Computer Science, it was confusing but I feel like I understand it.  I also went to my class, we talked about venture capitalists.  Which I feel like is a good thing to keep in mind.  Knowing this information will help me later in life.  Than in exercise class we used the Circuit Equipment in the gym.  In amination club we talked about the rules of animation.  I am majoring in Business Management and minoring in computer science, makes perfect sense.  There is only a few people in that class.  It is all okay.  I just go because it is fun.  The first one we did poses and drew them.  I didn't do any poses because I didn't feel like it.  Maddie showed me a weird link and I already had it on this very blog!  I forget what day this was, but the door wouldn't open for Maddie, but than the next time she did it, it worked for her.  It was a wonderful day.  What a coincidence.  I just go to the library a lot and do homework.  That is my life.  I need to figure out what my place in this world is, I just act like I hit my head against the wall everyday. 
Moroni 7:3
3 Wherefore, I would speak unto you that are of the church, that are the peaceable followers of Christ, and that have obtained a sufficient hope by which ye can enter into the rest of the Lord, from this time henceforth until ye shall rest with him in heaven.
I picked this scripture randomly, I want to have a scripture every day.  To me this scripture means that we need to have hope to enter in the kingdom.  That we have to be a part of the church in order to hope we can get into the kingdom.  Therefore if we aren't of the church than we have no hope of getting into heaven.  At first glance it seems like just going to church every sunday, taking sacrament counts.  However just doing that won't gain us access to the kindgom.  We have to be a part of the church in every aspect that we do.  In every person we talk to, even when no one is looking at us.  The Lord knows everything that we do.  I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Later Days Saints so you know.

Quote Wall

• I want to talk to you.  How was your day? End of Conversation.
• I live in constant fear of frogs being on the ceiling.
• Is Goop a word? "sloppy or sticky semi fluid matter, typically something unpleasant." Yes it is :D
• Do you want to watch Big Hero 6? My mom said I could watch it. (I'm 23)
• I like being in other people's room. 
• Be careful what you say around me, it might be on the internet.
• I'm the giraffe in this relationship.
• Person A- I drew a smiley face! Person B - That is amazing! WOOOOW!
• Not Me: What's Fodder Radish? Me: It's just a food.
• Not Me: I'm Sloppy. Me: Don't be Sloppy
• Not me: *screams* no one was looking at my strike. Not me 2: I was!  Not me: *screams* thanks (in bowling class)
• I didn't even signal and you just went for it!!
• I'll miss you guys but Steve half ~heard in passing
• It's still a tree even if it isn't a good tree (teacher on the subject of binary trees)
• Time to become a voice actor! 
• Are there humans in the lounge?
• What colour should I do? All of them.  Okay! 
• *Anything remotely positive* Thank you - Andrea
• Roommate walks into room... Me: you're not Eric! Ryan previously said that he saw Eric looking in the window
• Screaming ladder really loud (trying to flirt but failed.)
• Just screeching like an owl (most of my life)
• Have you been to Chicago, the one with the bean and the Empire State Building?
• 1: Is it weird for a 26 year old to ask out a 19 year old? 2: That's really hot.
• Mandy is my favoritest person in the whole world.
• Do you have green poop? (guess what age I said that)
• I can't because I am a mormon. (In high school)
• I can kill a country with my face (in high school)

You are awesome!

Okay so I feel like I need to try to be more like myself I act weird because I'm scared. I noticed in someone else that they are being more confident. It's interesting to see people change over the course of a few weeks when you kind of know them but not to much. So I just feel like I need to be more confident in myself and stop being scared. I don't know how to spell scard. No one is ever going to like me if I never be myself and am just scard of everything all the time. I will never find that person who will spend the rest of their life with me. I'm talking about my feels but I was thinking about this yesterday a lot. If anyone else feels this way I'm here for you, okay? Everything is going to be okay I'll listen to you if you want to rant. Unless your someone from not where I am than I cant hug you! Haha I probably wouldn't hug you anyway I'd probably just pat your shoulder. Yesterday my room mate touched my hand (Mandy) and I patted her shoulder. She thought that was funny so we kept doing it for some reason?? I'm usually very quiet and I don't talk to people at all which isn't the best thing in the world. If your having problems like this it's okay you are a wonderful human being and you can do anything. Even if you are deaf, blind, autistic, depressed, in a wheelchair, etc. I believe in you and you can do anything you want! Even go to that circus in Korea. However ridiculous it is if you put your mind to it you can do it.

Moroni 10:21-22
 20 Wherefore, there must be faith; and if there must be faith there must also be hope; and if there must be hope there must also be charity.
 21 And except ye have charity ye can in nowise be saved in the kingdom of God; neither can ye be saved in the kingdom of God if ye have not faith; neither can ye if ye have no hope.

I'm not really sure if this ties in with what I was saying. We need to have faith, hope, and charity in order to be saved. I feel like if we have these things we can become better people and be confident in ourselves. Jesus wants us to be happy and will help us with our problems no matter what.
I just read my patriarchal blessing, which is something I would recommend if you haven't done it in a while.  Patriarchal blessing is a blessing given to you by a patriarch and it is direct revelation from God to you.  It is pretty much personal scriptures.  It is super cool.  I hope that you are happy and having a good day today.  Why are you reading this, if you are? I'd like to know Hmmmm.

BONUS!!!

You all, everybody Acting like you're stupid people Wearing expensive clothes

I'm writing this in bowling class. Today we are having our scores recorded. I have to step my game up! I really want to hug something or someone :(. Yesterday someone asked me if I liked tragedies and I said yes, then they said sorry. I was really confused what they were talking about. However I just said its okay without really knowing what I was forgiving him for aparently. He is confusing and I can't tell what he is thinking. He might of been talking about the play he took me to, which I forgiven him for. It's totes cool bro if your reading this it just made me sad. Also in church Mandy handed me a hymn book and I was crocheting like how rude. Oh a lot of things make me sad like people dying, Tuesday's, lemons, chocolate you know normal things. I just got a spare sweet! I think I ignored someone this morning but that happens a lot please don't think of me any less. That habit comes from many years of being ignored myself, I used to go up to people and they'd ignore me or tell me I'm weird. I think that there should be more communication classes. There are a lot of people that don't know how to communicate properly. So we just give them medicine instead of fixing the problem apparently. Oh you can't talk to people here is medicine and I'll never talk to you again and eat your yogurt. Which is extremely rude. I have stress but I won't talk about that because I don't wanna bore you out of your mind. Is wanna a real word I have no idea where it comes from. I woke up and I just laid in bed because I was in pain yeah pain. It is because I have a Chiari//link. I have other things but I'm not putting the information on the Internet for your enjoyment I am very sorry dude. I have a score of 50 in 5 turns so my average is 10 which is a slight increase from 7 but need an average of 12 for this class but I'm defiantly getting there. I really like doing math I do it while I'm in the car. I want to learn calculus but I don't want to take a class. Oh yeah Caden (i hope I spelled that right) read my blog last night. We talked about stuff, I felt weird having people read my blog out loud with like 6 people listening. I just hope that this blog can make people happy and not be stressed out. I guess I kind of initiated them reading my blog, if I never brought it up they wouldn't of read it. I felt awkward in the situation but it's all good bro. When I am those situations I point out random things that I notice.

Is this article even neccasary? It's about transgender teenagers. I have heard people kill transgender people which I don't get you wouldn't kill someone because they have a funny nose. I feel like that is the same thing. Killing people is wrong no matter what you think of them. Article for those interested

http://armin-swaglert.tumblr.com/post/140243189010/bpdmichelangelo-not-so-friendly-reminder-to

I found this on tumblr, if you agree with any of these I see you differently I am sorry. You should rethink your choices. .

I love Salsa but Salsa doesn't love me

I went to a play with someone last night. However there was miscommunication because I thought he was going to buy the tickets for me because my roommates said he would. There was a really long line to get into the play. So I waited to see if I could get the chance to get in. Which I didn't get in, it made me confused because I wanted to spend time with my buddy(idk what the right word is don't judge me) but I didn't feel any bad vibes coming from him. So I guess I could get salsa, juice and a pretty dress. Thanks roommates for letting me spend time with you even if I was confused and talking a lot! I feel like I have become more confident in myself and I am more outgoing. I wonder if they can grow sustainable food in the International SPace Station. I am aware that they grew flowers in the ISS which I don't think you can eat. Maybe you can eat it if you really wanted to. How do astronauts eat because they are wearing that outfit. There is that movie where Angelina Jolie (right?) floats out in space, she'll probably end up dying of starvation Flowers From Space Oh apparently you can eat Zinnias. That is really cool dude. It is my dream to make a space station that is also a stock market. So it can be the international Stock Market, or maybe I can put that idea into my book. Oh no don't steal my idea, well I don't really care you don't know the whole thing. It's just an idea bro. My book is pretty much a combo of the Martian, Interstellar, and some movie about politics (~LOTR). I feel pain a lot and it makes me procrastinate so I need to work on being more productive. I feel like I am pretty productive but I can be more productive so it seems. I don't know what the appeal to this blog is I am just writing my thoughts at random times throughout the day as I see fit. I just woke up, and I decided to write this. I just decided to write this because I want to pratice my writing skills. I also heard someone say you are kidding yourself as a writer if you don't write something every day. So I do want I do. I need to work on reading, whenever I read something I only read like 5 pages at a time. Ehhh, This is one of my favorite songs Idk why don't ask. I think I saw an error in this post somewhere but I can't be bothered to go over and fix it. I feel this way sometimes. Argh its fast sunday and I already ate some craisins. I am crazy for the raisins man. I really like the movie interstellar, wait I was going to say something but it is probably a spoiler. So I will at the beginning Murph says "I thought you were the ghost daddy." Cooper was sleeping so he didn't hear her properly but when I watched it a second time I screamed really loud when I heard that. It was kind of embarrassing. However most people think I am weird anyway so it didn't ruin my street cred. I have major street cred just so you know. I go on the street and I pet the doggies or they just run away from me. I am sad when dogs run away from me, and scared when they run towards me and bark really loud. I like cats more than dogs, a lot of people associate that preference with your personality. I just say that you like cats or you like dogs it doesn't mean anything. I mean if you like Bibimbap more than pizza doesn't say anything about you, it just means that you like Bibimbap. I really want Bibimbap, I will eat every chance I get to eat it. It was one of the best things I have ever eaten. If you haven't tried it you have to try it. Bibimbap recipie For those who want to try it, its a link by the way He makes a very good point, we should listen to sammy. This movie looks adorable, and it comes out on Friday.

Mental Jargon

Hoi Guys I want to use this platform to write out some Mental Jargon. If anyone has any watermelons give it to me. Is mental jargon even the right word. I will write in this blog throughout the day and write the first thing that comes to my mind. Hopefully I will keep up on this and not quit half way like everything else I do. I really like writing so I should practice writing a little bit everyday. Hey do you like pears? It is very important for me to know if you don't that's okay you're just weird. I hope to sometime find someone who will let me sit on their head and fart on them. That would be awesome. I painted my nails and look wonderful man. Just look at them wait you can't loser. You're not a loser, I have a potato in the microwave I'm going to eat it. with sour cream and nothing else because that is how I like it. It looked like a dehydrated potato. It probably is dehydrated. Kazoo Kid The icon to this movie is Markiplier, is this what he does in his free time? Weird GUy Hey I like this song, he is so beautiful! I named my child Galadriel today and she is the most beautiful child ever, however I spelled beatiful, and the red scribbly thing came up so it is wrong. Cuss Word! My child is a balloon and she is doomed to die some day. Just like everyone else except for those jellyfish that asexually reproduce. Autosarcophagy I just found this word meant eating your self, I need to find out a way to use this in everyday conversation with someone. autocannibalism is another word and it means the same thing. PSy is playing and it makes me distressed. I got it from my daddy, *cries*. Why do I enjoy this so much. I going to see Antigone and I only know it is about oedipus. I wonder if it will be a good play, I hope so. My nail polish got messed up when I went to the bathroom. Curse you toilet. I played with puppies yesterday and ran off my emotions. Yesterday was a day full of feels. Oh the correct term is internal dialogue, jargon is a set of words used in a specific profession or field. My name means manly, I am not a man thanks for asking. I 99% sure I am a female. I have been in the men's bathroom before, because I was a janitor. Another time because we had a tornado drill. All the girls were like, ew so gross and I was just like I don't care they are just weird toilets. you know if you wanna do a tango than do the tango I won't judge. I think I am done for today goodbye.