You all, everybody Acting like you're stupid people Wearing expensive clothes

I'm writing this in bowling class. Today we are having our scores recorded. I have to step my game up! I really want to hug something or someone :(. Yesterday someone asked me if I liked tragedies and I said yes, then they said sorry. I was really confused what they were talking about. However I just said its okay without really knowing what I was forgiving him for aparently. He is confusing and I can't tell what he is thinking. He might of been talking about the play he took me to, which I forgiven him for. It's totes cool bro if your reading this it just made me sad. Also in church Mandy handed me a hymn book and I was crocheting like how rude. Oh a lot of things make me sad like people dying, Tuesday's, lemons, chocolate you know normal things. I just got a spare sweet! I think I ignored someone this morning but that happens a lot please don't think of me any less. That habit comes from many years of being ignored myself, I used to go up to people and they'd ignore me or tell me I'm weird. I think that there should be more communication classes. There are a lot of people that don't know how to communicate properly. So we just give them medicine instead of fixing the problem apparently. Oh you can't talk to people here is medicine and I'll never talk to you again and eat your yogurt. Which is extremely rude. I have stress but I won't talk about that because I don't wanna bore you out of your mind. Is wanna a real word I have no idea where it comes from. I woke up and I just laid in bed because I was in pain yeah pain. It is because I have a Chiari//link. I have other things but I'm not putting the information on the Internet for your enjoyment I am very sorry dude. I have a score of 50 in 5 turns so my average is 10 which is a slight increase from 7 but need an average of 12 for this class but I'm defiantly getting there. I really like doing math I do it while I'm in the car. I want to learn calculus but I don't want to take a class. Oh yeah Caden (i hope I spelled that right) read my blog last night. We talked about stuff, I felt weird having people read my blog out loud with like 6 people listening. I just hope that this blog can make people happy and not be stressed out. I guess I kind of initiated them reading my blog, if I never brought it up they wouldn't of read it. I felt awkward in the situation but it's all good bro. When I am those situations I point out random things that I notice.

Is this article even neccasary? It's about transgender teenagers. I have heard people kill transgender people which I don't get you wouldn't kill someone because they have a funny nose. I feel like that is the same thing. Killing people is wrong no matter what you think of them. Article for those interested

http://armin-swaglert.tumblr.com/post/140243189010/bpdmichelangelo-not-so-friendly-reminder-to

I found this on tumblr, if you agree with any of these I see you differently I am sorry. You should rethink your choices. .

I love Salsa but Salsa doesn't love me

I went to a play with someone last night. However there was miscommunication because I thought he was going to buy the tickets for me because my roommates said he would. There was a really long line to get into the play. So I waited to see if I could get the chance to get in. Which I didn't get in, it made me confused because I wanted to spend time with my buddy(idk what the right word is don't judge me) but I didn't feel any bad vibes coming from him. So I guess I could get salsa, juice and a pretty dress. Thanks roommates for letting me spend time with you even if I was confused and talking a lot! I feel like I have become more confident in myself and I am more outgoing. I wonder if they can grow sustainable food in the International SPace Station. I am aware that they grew flowers in the ISS which I don't think you can eat. Maybe you can eat it if you really wanted to. How do astronauts eat because they are wearing that outfit. There is that movie where Angelina Jolie (right?) floats out in space, she'll probably end up dying of starvation Flowers From Space Oh apparently you can eat Zinnias. That is really cool dude. It is my dream to make a space station that is also a stock market. So it can be the international Stock Market, or maybe I can put that idea into my book. Oh no don't steal my idea, well I don't really care you don't know the whole thing. It's just an idea bro. My book is pretty much a combo of the Martian, Interstellar, and some movie about politics (~LOTR). I feel pain a lot and it makes me procrastinate so I need to work on being more productive. I feel like I am pretty productive but I can be more productive so it seems. I don't know what the appeal to this blog is I am just writing my thoughts at random times throughout the day as I see fit. I just woke up, and I decided to write this. I just decided to write this because I want to pratice my writing skills. I also heard someone say you are kidding yourself as a writer if you don't write something every day. So I do want I do. I need to work on reading, whenever I read something I only read like 5 pages at a time. Ehhh, This is one of my favorite songs Idk why don't ask. I think I saw an error in this post somewhere but I can't be bothered to go over and fix it. I feel this way sometimes. Argh its fast sunday and I already ate some craisins. I am crazy for the raisins man. I really like the movie interstellar, wait I was going to say something but it is probably a spoiler. So I will at the beginning Murph says "I thought you were the ghost daddy." Cooper was sleeping so he didn't hear her properly but when I watched it a second time I screamed really loud when I heard that. It was kind of embarrassing. However most people think I am weird anyway so it didn't ruin my street cred. I have major street cred just so you know. I go on the street and I pet the doggies or they just run away from me. I am sad when dogs run away from me, and scared when they run towards me and bark really loud. I like cats more than dogs, a lot of people associate that preference with your personality. I just say that you like cats or you like dogs it doesn't mean anything. I mean if you like Bibimbap more than pizza doesn't say anything about you, it just means that you like Bibimbap. I really want Bibimbap, I will eat every chance I get to eat it. It was one of the best things I have ever eaten. If you haven't tried it you have to try it. Bibimbap recipie For those who want to try it, its a link by the way He makes a very good point, we should listen to sammy. This movie looks adorable, and it comes out on Friday.

Mental Jargon

Hoi Guys I want to use this platform to write out some Mental Jargon. If anyone has any watermelons give it to me. Is mental jargon even the right word. I will write in this blog throughout the day and write the first thing that comes to my mind. Hopefully I will keep up on this and not quit half way like everything else I do. I really like writing so I should practice writing a little bit everyday. Hey do you like pears? It is very important for me to know if you don't that's okay you're just weird. I hope to sometime find someone who will let me sit on their head and fart on them. That would be awesome. I painted my nails and look wonderful man. Just look at them wait you can't loser. You're not a loser, I have a potato in the microwave I'm going to eat it. with sour cream and nothing else because that is how I like it. It looked like a dehydrated potato. It probably is dehydrated. Kazoo Kid The icon to this movie is Markiplier, is this what he does in his free time? Weird GUy Hey I like this song, he is so beautiful! I named my child Galadriel today and she is the most beautiful child ever, however I spelled beatiful, and the red scribbly thing came up so it is wrong. Cuss Word! My child is a balloon and she is doomed to die some day. Just like everyone else except for those jellyfish that asexually reproduce. Autosarcophagy I just found this word meant eating your self, I need to find out a way to use this in everyday conversation with someone. autocannibalism is another word and it means the same thing. PSy is playing and it makes me distressed. I got it from my daddy, *cries*. Why do I enjoy this so much. I going to see Antigone and I only know it is about oedipus. I wonder if it will be a good play, I hope so. My nail polish got messed up when I went to the bathroom. Curse you toilet. I played with puppies yesterday and ran off my emotions. Yesterday was a day full of feels. Oh the correct term is internal dialogue, jargon is a set of words used in a specific profession or field. My name means manly, I am not a man thanks for asking. I 99% sure I am a female. I have been in the men's bathroom before, because I was a janitor. Another time because we had a tornado drill. All the girls were like, ew so gross and I was just like I don't care they are just weird toilets. you know if you wanna do a tango than do the tango I won't judge. I think I am done for today goodbye.