Sunday, April 03, 2016

I took my meds!

You know what is important? Sanity. - "the ability to think and behave in a normal and rational manner; sound mental health."
If you don't have your sanity intact a lot of things in your life won't go right.  You will miss out on a lot of things.  I think that perception of sanity is very skewed.  When I first think of people who don't have their sanity intact I think of the scarecrow and the joker.  Why, because I really really like batman.  I was just thinking about this because my issue has made me lose interest in some things.  I have met someone who is interested in a lot of things I am.  Which made me want to go back into these things.  I end up doing things that I am not interested in.  Thus wasting my time.  Convincing myself that these things make me happy.  Which they do not.  How often do we do things and think that they make us happy, but they actually don't.  I want to read books and feel the wind whipping on my face as I run.  I want to do math equations all day, and learn everything I can about horticulture.  I want to learn about how to start up a business, how to take care of birds.  I want to learn a skill where I can sell it.  I want to start a business on Etsy, what i have no idea.  I want to do so many things, yet I don't work towards any of these things.  The other day my post about stress, I was talking more or less about this issue.  How often do we not do the things we do, because there is some nagging voice in our heads telling us not to do them?  Why is that nagging voice in our head?  Why does it want us to be miserable.  Okay, just listen to me if you want to do something just do it the longest journey starts with a single step.  You just have to do it man.  Okay hm, I don't know what else to write.  When I write posts I just write the first things that come to my mind.  I want to watch Big Hero 6 before I do a review on it, maybe when I get home, so not for a couple weeks.  Unless we watch it when we are in Ireland?  Huh, I don't know.  It's general conference today, my word is Mutiny and pterodactyl.  I have a question that I want to be answered so yeah deal with it dude.  

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